Monday, October 27, 2008

have i done wrongly ??

yesterday i went to jb with aunties
for shopping and going k-box
wb gt sms me bt i cant reply him cause i was in jb
and my 016 sim card haven top up
when i reached in Spore, i received msg from wb again
he asked me dun need to find him again
after that, i gt replied him
bt he still very angry
he told me that he had done many things juz for the sake of me
when heard from him, i feel quite touch
bt dun noe why i still cannot hong hui ta
haiz~ sometimes i really dun noe wat i m thinking
give up a 2 and half year kinship juz for trying to get an impossible love
isnt i have done correctly ??
this sacrifice isnt really affort ??
hao pang huang…. wu zhu…..
anyway, jia you barh ~~
crazy qT should not regret for something which you had done…..

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Saturday, October 25, 2008

give up barh t.t

today i m quite dao mei
ben lai can go ecp with jc de
bt he suddenly got emergency
so the outing’s be forced to cancel
after that i asked pf whether she wan to go woodlands library
but she only free after 6 o’clock
i think it’s too late already so i juz stay at home
yesterday my mood quite bad
because i an shi siao da bo that what i m thinking
but unfortunately, he cant really get my mind
so sad
in our conversation, he told me that he wont give up for liking “her”
because he already likes “her” for long
hmmm……….
i will try to give up since he likes “her” so much
jia you barh…. crazy girl ^^

**
oh yea, the day before yesterday, i sms with siao da bo
he said i m quite cute ^^

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Thursday, October 23, 2008

how to choose ??

today Idea class cancelled
so i 11.00am then woke up
after ate ytd’s mi hun kuei
i rushed to school cz the clock already show 12.35pm
bt it’s raining so i juz waited for the 811
luckily, i still can reach at class on time
hahas =))
the 1st lesson is peee practical
i haven bring laptop so asked joel help me to print out the qn paper
after all the class finished, we had a talk in auditorium
it’s about next yr options
haiz ~ there have to put 5 choice
5 of 6…. how to choose ??
the teacher really siao one leh
lol ~
i reached at home at abt 6.50pm
nothing can do so quite sienz
juz nw gt chatting wif siao da bo
i dropped a hint to him about what i thinking
but he still not even understand wat i mean
sad larh…. make me no mood

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

enjoyable day =))

today is wed so gt gems module
during this module, i & pf were doing a presentation
and playing a sence too
its quite funny and interesting

after that, there got a talk which is about HIV
the speaker is humorous and she can speak daringly
this make the talk became so interesting and not boring
besides, she also told us a lot of examples and shown a movie
from this, i have learnt more knowledge and information about HIV
i have not regret for this attending

just now i was chatting with siao da bo by using call through msn
we had chat for around 2 hours
the conversation is pretty shiok and also enjoyable
i am very happy because can chat with him
he’s really a cute and special guy
a bit childish, a bit naughty, a bit bian tai…….
but he is frank
he can tell me anything that he’s thinking
hope may have a chance to chat with him again

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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

都蛮久没来部落格了
因为最近都不能上网到太迟

星期日那天，他终于能出来陪我了
我们去了Tiong Bharu Plaza & ECP
这次出去我好失望，每去一个地方都会吵一次架
之前那种甜蜜开心不见了
我不懂这表示了什么，只觉得有点可怕
我该做些什么吗？？
不想自找烦恼了，顺其自然好吗？

开学一个星期了，课都上的还不错
最大的问题还是在于英文
到底还需要多久我才能把这障碍克服掉
天啊！帮帮我好吗？？
这样好辛苦，压力一天比一天大
万一我疯掉怎么办
tcs老师选了我去参加一个eng program
希望这真的能够帮到我

这几天siao da bo让我感觉很不一样
不懂差在哪里
总之就是不一样了
好像…..感觉有变好点了
他真的很真，很可爱
好久没有遇到过酱的男生了
errr… 还是从未遇过？？？
呵呵~ 我也忘了
他今天告诉我他不开心
因为他喜欢了好久的女生在试着避开他
他心情明明就不好
但msn时还是hahaha的写
看了就有点替他不值、为他心疼
希望他能每天都开开心心

siao da bo, cheers up =))

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Thursday, October 9, 2008

我发神经了 {~n~}

昨天broadband坏了，所以不能online

昨天也不懂自己怎么了，老爱无理取闹，无缘无故就对老公发脾气，

不过他却没生气，而且还一直试着哄回我，

但我却得寸进尺，脾气发个没完没了

我闹了一会儿后，他没办法了，终于也生气了

但晚上他还是有sms找我

晚上，我又对他乱说话，说了好多类似叫他忘记我的话

他还是一样没生气，对我又哄又担心的

  • 老婆在做么，吃了没….
  • 为什么你很喜欢说这些，我要被你气死了啦！
  • 你是怎么了，不要这样咯！
  • 宝贝啊宝贝，你不要这样对我好吗？如果真的xx我会娶你的，说真的我也很担心，为什么你觉得我好像不会对你负责我真的很辛苦啊！
  • 谭咏馨，我要的是你，我爱你我爱你，我们不是说好不要吵架了的吗？为什么你现在又不理我，我不知道要怎样面对这件事了…
  • 老婆，不要生气我了好吗？
  • 老婆啊！你不要一直想，你每天都不够睡对身体不好，今天早点睡好吗？

过后我就没再回他信息了，但早上他又打给我了

因为是Msia打来的，所以我没接

等他进来后有再打给我，我又乱说话，找话题跟他吵架

他竟然没生气也没骂我

我也懂我很过分，不应该这样对她

他有一直问我原因，为什么脾气忽然变得那么暴躁

但我自己也不懂为什么会这样

感觉很对不起他哦

宝贝老公，对不起！！

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Tuesday, October 7, 2008

❤ 老公的话 ❤

宝贝
我不是不会担心
我也很害怕的
如果真的发生时了
我也不懂怎样去面对你的家人
到时候你的家人又会用什么态度来对我
我真的不想害到你
我只想永远的跟你在一起
今天下午我都没有心做工
一想到这件事我就做错东西了
我对你的爱是永远都不能改变
只会越爱越深罢了
老婆我爱你

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Saturday, October 4, 2008

ღ 甜 ღ 甜 ღ 的 ღ 无 ღ 聊 ღ 天 ღ

今天星期六
不懂为什么，九点多就醒来了
打了电话给他
过后赖床到十一点多起来冲凉
之后就看戏、online
几乎一整天都做着同样的事
唯一特别的就是…..
他进Msia我还打了两次电话给他
打去本来是因为想他
但后来想想
Hmmm…. 明天是假日耶
今晚他可能会跟朋友出去玩哦
上次得了个教训
还是打多次看他有没有真的乖乖回到家了
这样比较保险嘛
o(∩_∩)o…呵呵
他果然很乖哦
没骗我，真的已经在家看戏了
之后还sms叫我不用担心，说以后不会再乱跑了
wxkakakaxx  =) =) =)
好开心 nehx !!!!

1，宝贝，不要在担心了啦！我不会乱跑了的…..
2，知道了咯！老婆仔你骗我啊！做么还不睡…..
3，我也是好想我的矮冬瓜的喔！muaks
4，好的，宝贝晚安咯！

这些就是老公发给我的信息咯
嗯~ 累了，要睡觉了哦
 good night !!!

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Friday, October 3, 2008

✖✖这个月的惨事✖✖

时间过得好快，两个月的长假就这样匆匆过去了
在这个假期里，我回了BD一个多月
在这期间，我过得好好
那里果然才是真正属于我的地方
想做什么就做，想说什么就说
好轻松、好快乐、没烦恼
我在那里呆了一个礼拜，老公也回去了
当然，主要还是为了我才回去的咯
wakakakakax…..
嗯~ 我老公对我最最最好了，爱死他了…….
呃,,,,,,,  是没错啦
他对我是好好，我也能够感受到他对我那百分百的疼爱
但…几天前发生了件让我觉得好可怕的事
前两个星期六，他有个朋友生日
所以他没能陪我，跟整大班朋友去了酒吧
那天我好不开心
虽然信他，但也还是会担心
打了好多次电话他没接，就连信息也没回
我等到很迟才睡
第二天早上，他有向我道歉
直到几天前，谈着电话，他突然说漏了嘴
我才知道我那天的担心果然不是多余的
他……那天晚上……….果然….
 搂了个倒酒美眉
我真的好难过，突然感到十分彷徨、无助
不！！
应该说我根本无法说服自己接受这可怕的事实
不过最最可怕的还是…..
他说就只是把手放在其他女生腰上
根本没什么大不了
反而是我太过小气，不像他朋友的女朋友那样大方
而且他还拿我不能常陪他来做借口
为了这事我们吵了好久
他坚持要分手
虽然他真的伤了我好深好深，
我像平时那样哭闹，他却无动于衷
他…..始终不觉得自己有错
我要他答应我下不为例，但他却不肯
后来闹了一阵子，他终于肯低头了
道了歉，也答应了我
结局是….破镜重圆
自从那天晚上之后，我们之间的感情就变得更好了
老公也变得更疼我
幸福矮冬瓜的头衔又非我莫属了啦
o(∩_∩)o…哈哈…o(∩_∩)o

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Tuesday, August 26, 2008

MST ?? past already lar !!! hahas =p

wah….. so long din write my blog ler worx
19, 10 & 22 of Aug were MST day
i always studied till very late
quite bz & also lazy to write the blog
hehe… psps
bt nw…..
the MST was past already
& it’s results still haven cum out yet
nw, i m relaxing at my hometown
ntg to worry, ntg to bz, & ntg to stress here
wow ~~ a peaceful place >> BD
i love euu so much
wuahahahas =)
my class will organise a BBQ on 13 Sept
i told wb on last thurs & he asked me dun go
it’s the 1st outing for our class leh
how can i dun attend it
impossible rite ??
so i argued wif him & he din find me again since tat day
errr… it’s a quite importance outing for me
so i think i should go
& i MUST go
haiz…. dun noe when he will find me again leh hor
bcz he told me he already applied 1 week leave
& wana bek here too to accompany me
so nw dunno how ler
hope he can contact me asap bar
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